I'm sitting here, thinking why life's like this and why everything had to fall into place the way it did. Why I had to be forgotten. By a teacher, no less. Why. Why she did what she did . Why she forgot about me being on the list and why I was forgotten in the first place.
     I was good enough. I was better than others. So why? I haven't done anything to her. I don't deserve this. I DON'T.
     Now everything's messed up and I have nothing I can do about it. Everything's messed up. I can't believe it. And why I gave up my only passion for sports in order to satisfy my pride. Am I stupid? Was what I did wrong? Why did this have to happen?
     I don't know anymore. Everything's messed up. I'm forgotten. No one cares.
     Least of all, the people I actually care about.