And some more. [laughs]

Anyways, to say the least, everything's getting pieced together little by little, but to be really honest, I didn't like the beginning of school due to the fact that it was kind of lonely. :| In English. Not with my friends at lunch.

Makes me feel sad thinking about it. #____#

I'm starting flute lessons again tomorrow, and not really much is happening these days. Exams are starting and so are summatives and ... chaos. Friends don't really matter in school anymore :3 ( 'cept for the twins&michelle) All there is is chaos and exams and studying, though I don't exactly study. I NEED an average of 80+ .

Friday was practically the end of the world. I could see it. ...Really. And , here's a secret I'll let you guys into--

Michelle's parents divorced the year before, I believe... and, well. Her father started hanging out with another girl he met in China, and well ... She got pregnant. That tore Michelle to pieces, and she came up to me, crying in the hallway.

I mean, what could I do? I couldn't try to make her laugh since it really wasn't a time to laugh, and saying it was OK when it wasn't was just plain suicide! I can't do anything when someone cries, really. I fall apart .

[looks around]

Ha! You're all lucky I had my DSi around and my Wii beside me and I'm on my brother's laptop! ..I'll post pictures later